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  C.S. Pacat is the author of the best-selling Captive Prince trilogy. Born in Australia and educated at the University of Melbourne, she has since lived in a number of cities, including Tokyo and Perugia. She currently resides and writes in Melbourne.

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  THE CAPTIVE PRINCE TRILOGY

  Captive Prince

  Prince’s Gambit

  Kings Rising

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  Green but for a Season is a Captive Prince short story set during the events of Prince’s Gambit. It contains spoilers for the Captive Prince series.

  Green but for a Season

  It meant something to Jord when he became Captain, a small piece of polish that Jord kept to himself. Jord was a good fighter, he was loyal to his Prince, but that didn’t add up to a captaincy. Captains were the sons of aristocrats—even if the Prince’s Guard was a little different, drawn from the dregs.

  He almost fumbled the badge when it was tossed to him. ‘I like my orders obeyed quickly, and you’ve just seen what will happen if you don’t come when I call you.’ The Prince glanced at Govart, bleeding in the dirt.

  Indeed: watching the Prince skewer Govart had instilled a dumbfounded obedience in the new troops, and put a shocked look on the face of the Akielon slave. Everyone stood around uselessly while Govart was ejected from the camp.

  Then they had to make up a day’s ride in half the time. Jord shouted at the men to decamp, shouted at them again to mount up, dragged Lorens onto a horse himself, and ordered Orlant to toss a pail of water on Andry, who had slept through everything. The troop finally started to move, and he had to call on the Prince’s Guard, over and over again, to stop stragglers and keep the rest of the mercenaries in formation.

  ‘Take four men and get the tail of this squadron back on the road,’ said Jord.

  Orlant grinned. ‘Their tail? Want me to—’

  ‘No,’ said Jord, who had known Orlant a long time.

  By the time they reached camp, the Regent’s men had recovered enough from their shock to grow mulish about orders. Most of them knew very little about soldiering. All Govart had required of them was that they stay out of his way. Jord had his hands full: the mounts weren’t penned properly, there were hoarse shouts from under a collapsed tent, and there was a constant stream of expletives against the Prince—that cold, blond son of a bitch, that high and mighty prick made of ice.

  When night fell and torches flamed along lines of straight(ish) tents, Jord found himself alone on the edges of the camp near the trees.

  Out here he could hear the rustling of the leaves, louder than the sounds of the camp, where fires and sentry torches were bright spots against the darker shadowy shapes of the canvas tents. The quiet ranks were deceptive, since the Regent’s mercenaries would spend the next few weeks looking for any excuse to cause trouble.

  Jord took out the flecked, dinted Captain’s badge and looked down at it.

  The Regent had sent them to the border to fail. The task of captaining these mercenaries was not one any man would volunteer for. Even for an experienced captain, holding discipline together among this rabble, against attacks from eight different sides, was impossible.

  The Prince had known the scale of the task when he had tossed Jord this badge. Jord thought about that.

  And, passing his thumb over the dinted starburst in the solitary clearing, he smiled.

  A twig snapped to his left.

  He quickly wrapped up the badge, flushing a little at being caught in a moment of private pride.

  ‘Captain,’ said Aimeric.

  ‘Soldier.’ Too conscious of his new title, spoken in Aimeric’s aristocratic accent.

  ‘I hope it’s not too forward of me. I followed you out here. I wanted to say congratulations. You deserve it. That is . . . I think you’re the best man here.’

  Jord let out an amused snort. ‘Thank you, soldier.’

  ‘Did I say something wrong?’

  ‘First time an aristocrat’s tried to impress me.’

  A familiar look flew onto Aimeric’s fine-boned face, but he didn’t drop his gaze. At nineteen, Aimeric was exactly the kind of highborn that usually made it in the Guard, a fourth son, destined for officership.

  ‘I meant what I said. I respect you.’ His young cheeks were high with colour. ‘I want to do well here.’

  ‘Doing well here’s simple. You don’t have to polish my buttons. Just work hard.’

  ‘Yes, Captain.’ Flushed. Turning.

  ‘And soldier?’

  Aimeric turned back. The bruising on his face was mottled in the moonlight. Since he had arrived, he had been the victim of fights. The Regent’s mercenaries had targeted him, and any clashes were bound to have Aimeric at their centre, getting knocked around.

  ‘What happened to Govart this morning wasn’t your fault. The Prince made his own choice there.’

  ‘Yes, Captain,’ said Aimeric, his eyes in the moonlight for a moment oddly wide.

  Like most of the Guard, Jord served Laurent because of Auguste.

  He remembered what it was like to try to impress someone: Auguste was a memory of gold that never faded; a bright star to guide by, cut down before his time. Jord had been younger in those days, with enough skill to get hired as a guard on merchant trains. Auguste had seen him fight from a distance, and had pointed him out to the Captain of the regular militia. Or so the Captain had told Jord later—a recommendation from a Prince. It was something Jord never forgot. Working in the capital, Jord had seen the Prince’s Guard from the outside—had seen it at its height, handpicked, the best of the nobility, riding through the palace gates, their starbursts shining gold on their livery.

  And he had watched it fade and dwindle in the years after Prince Auguste’s death. The young nobles who had flocked to the Prince’s starburst banner abandoned it to follow the Regent. The Regent’s faction was the place to gain advancement; and the new heir—Laurent—was thirteen and had no influence, and no interest in military matters whatsoever. The blue and gold flags were taken down, the starburst banners rolled up and put away.

  For two years, the symbol of the Crown Prince never flew. It was replaced by the red banners of the Regency, until it was hard to remember that there had ever been a time when the ordered ranks of men in the palace had worn stars on their chests.

  Rubbing down armour in the regular barracks, Jord was interrupted by a set of sharp footsteps in heeled riding boots—and in walked a boy with the sort of profile that could kick a man out of his chair, blond hair and slightly narrowed eyes the colour of—

  ‘Your Highness.’ Scrabbling up.

  ‘Everyone else my brother recommended to the palace left to serve my uncle. Why haven’t you?’

  The Prince was fifteen, midway through his growth spurt, his face no longer childish. His voice newly broken, a tenor.

  Jord said, ‘The Regent only took the best.’

  ‘If my brother noticed you, you are the best.’ The bl
ue eyes on him were steady. ‘I want you for my Prince’s Guard.’

  ‘Your Highness, I’m no one to—’

  ‘And if you follow me, the best is what I will demand of you. Will I get it?’

  The Prince looked up at him. Jord felt every speck of dirt on his own face, the unevenly sewn tear on his sleeve, every worn buckle on his armour—even as he heard himself say, ‘Yes.’

  Arriving with the rest of the men that the Prince had assembled, he saw his pride at the Prince’s request for what it was: foolishness. They were a collection of scraps, like you’d throw to a dog. He snorted when the others had to drag Huet out of bed, and dunk Rochert in a trough to sober him up. He remembered Orlant, a big man who’d been tossed out of the capital’s militia two years before.

  Then he saw what Huet could do with a bow, and how Rochert could handle a knife. Rochert stayed sober, Orlant sat with him through the shakes, and after, Jord found himself in the barracks sharing stew in a tin plate. ‘Didn’t think you’d be any good, not with what you look like,’ Orlant said to him. ‘No offense.’

  Six months later, Jord followed the Prince into a private indoor training arena, obeying the imperious command: ‘Fight me.’

  He drew his sword, then swung it, not seriously. He didn’t want to clip the heir. Who knew what happened to a guard who gave a Prince a fat lip?

  ‘Thought you weren’t a fighter,’ Jord said, levering himself up from the sawdust several minutes later. Eventually he remembered, ‘Your Highness.’

  ‘I’ve been practicing.’

  That was five years ago. He’d never expected his Prince, now twenty, to look him in the eyes and say, ‘You’re my Captain.’ The Prince’s clasp on his arm was firm, his gaze now level with Jord’s own.

  It was the closest Jord had ever been to the boy who was a young man now. Except for the times that the Prince had put him in the dirt in the training arena, then offered a hand to haul him back up.

  ‘What did you say to him?’ said Orlant, and nudged his chin in the direction of Aimeric. Enervated and limp, eyes lifeless, he was slumped on the dirt, back to a tree trunk. He had pushed himself until he could barely stand in drills designed to exhaust men more hardened than Aimeric.

  ‘Nothing,’ said Jord.

  Work hard. Grudgingly, he admired it. Aimeric worked, finishing his day half collapsed, spent his night cleaning armour and supplies, and was first up ready to face the drills in the morning. He shirked nothing, was uncomplaining, and took orders from men below him in birth—which in this company was everyone.

  ‘They sent an aristocrat to fight in the Prince’s Guard?’ Huet had said when Aimeric had joined up, staring at Aimeric like a clod stares at a flower. It was Jord who had said, ‘Leave it.’ The Prince wanted Aimeric here, so Aimeric was here. Whatever mad ideas the Prince had, you went along with it.

  Aimeric had found his way over to where Jord was sitting by the fire, two nights after coming to congratulate him on the captaincy. ‘I’ve finished with the horses, I could take on any tasks that need to be done, if—’

  ‘Sit.’ Jord took one look at him. Aimeric sat. Awkwardly. He took the mug of cheap wine Huet handed him. He said almost nothing. It became a habit, more often than not, Aimeric finding his way over to sit near Jord by the fire at the end of each day. Jord was uneasy around him at first, the young aristocrat who was quiet while the other men were loud.

  They didn’t talk much, with a gulf of class and culture between them. Sometimes Aimeric asked him questions, and Jord found himself talking. Jord looked out for Aimeric where he could. Aimeric made mistakes, but never the same mistake twice. I want to do well here. When Jord gave advice, Aimeric listened, seriously, and sometimes kept working into the night, practicing long after the others were asleep.

  It helped, the improvement noticeable, thanks to Aimeric’s dogged persistence. Probably, Jord thought, it was the persistence that the Prince had seen in Aimeric, recognising the potential of his stubborn streak. Aimeric’s stance was steadier, his riding seat better, and he could take a blow now without falling over—at least some of the time.

  The rest of the time, he looked as if he would fall over if a plume feather hit him; if he managed ever to stand up in the first place.

  ‘You better fuck him before he sprains something,’ said Orlant.

  They realised quickly that the Prince had re-formed the Prince’s Guard without asking his uncle.

  It was the sensation of the court: the boy Prince riding around with a band of thugs; inviting them into the palace; having them enter his private quarters as his personal guard. Commoners wearing the Prince’s star? The Regent didn’t like it. The Council didn’t like it. Most of all, the Regent’s Guard didn’t like it. The Regent’s Guard were aristocrats. The Prince’s Guard were low born: scum, vermin, undeserving, demeaning the starburst insignia. This, in the same refined accent that Aimeric said Captain, the young aristocrat Chauvin spat at Jord in the courtyard, in front of everyone.

  Jord snorted, and made to push past him. These fights with the Regent’s Guard had started almost immediately. There were fights over equipment. There were fights over territory. There were fights if the Prince’s Guard breathed, and the Regent’s Guard didn’t like it.

  The inner courtyard, full of people and banners, was also full of grins, as onlookers from both factions gathered, and the shouts and goads came not only from the courtyard but from the open galleries above and steps leading to the wall. Jord’s shoulder hit Chauvin’s as he passed, continuing to the north range, leaving Chauvin behind him.

  The sound of metal cut through the courtyard. Jord barely had time to turn, draw and defend in a fast, desperate flurry, as Chauvin attacked.

  It was fast, but Jord had lived off his blade his whole life. He was good. He was better than Chauvin, and after a first clash of swords he sent Chauvin stumbling backwards, disarmed, almost tripping in the training yard dirt.

  And that was when the grins started to fall off the faces of the onlookers, an awful silence opening up. Chauvin was staring at Orlant, red-faced and humiliated. ‘You’ll hang,’ said Chauvin. ‘You’ll hang. You’re no one. I’m kin to a councillor.’

  Orlant said, ‘Get the Prince.’

  The Prince outranked Chauvin, that was likely all Orlant could think. Jord was pulled out of the courtyard by the Regent’s Guard, and found himself in a cell of meagre dimensions. He sat, his back to the wall, his arms folded over his knees. He could see the passageway outside his cell and the stairs beyond that, where light dimmed from afternoon to night. He couldn’t see anything else, not guards or the faces of any he knew, not prisoners or friends. He felt as he was: cut off, alone, powerless.

  He woke to a lone figure standing before the bars of the cell, a boy who had come here by himself and now stood searching Jord’s face, as Jord pushed himself up, awkwardly.

  ‘Did you draw first?’

  ‘No,’ said Jord.

  ‘Then I’ll take care of it.’

  Jord stared at him. At fifteen, the Prince was still only three-quarters grown, with no hint of a beard coming. His words were serious.

  In the morning, Jord was released from the cell, and the men of the Prince’s Guard were crowding around him in the barracks. He was given a stool and a wine cup and everyone was talking over everyone, jostling to tell their own version of the story.

  Jord got it in snatches: It was the Prince’s word against Chauvin’s. Chauvin was furious. The Prince had vouched for Jord personally. The whole Council had gathered and the Prince had used fancy words, and at the end of it the Regent had said, My sweet nephew. We’ll trust your account. With one condition. If anything like this happens again, the Prince’s Guard will be disbanded.

  Downing hard drink that night, Jord said to Orlant, ‘I’m not stupid. They’re going to use this to take down the Prince’s Guard.’

  To take them all down, Prince and Guard alike. Orlant didn’t say that. ‘Did I ever tell you how I got thrown out
of the capital militia the first time?’

  Jord shook his head.

  ‘I called an aristocrat a piece of shit.’

  ‘What did the Prince say about that?’

  ‘He said he agreed.’

  Jord let out a breath of amusement. ‘What did he really say?’

  ‘He said if I put a single foot out of line in his Guard he’d throw me into the stocks.’

  ‘That sounds more like him,’ said Jord.

  ‘He is a coldblooded son of a bitch,’ Orlant said, proudly.

  ‘He’s green,’ said Jord, frowning, because the Prince had left himself vulnerable, and was too young to know it. He argued for you, was the thought, but he was a boy who didn’t know better than to stick his neck out. The Regent’s Guard were powerful and their enmity was in earnest. If Jord thought about the formation of the Prince’s Guard, it was a boy’s unthinking whim; they were a collection of rough discards who would never amount to anything.

  ‘Only a fool would give you and me a second chance,’ said Orlant.

  It wasn’t that Jord didn’t know Aimeric was looking at him. He did. It was Aimeric looking at him that got him looking at Aimeric.

  In a troop of men who looked like a cliff face and Orlant who looked like a cave in, Aimeric was somewhere to put his eyes when he sat with the men around the campfire at the end of the day, a dented tin mug of wine in his hands.

  He liked Aimeric’s stubborn chin. He liked his flop of curls that fit poorly into a helmet. He liked the way that when he looked over, Aimeric was looking back. It was a nice daydream, even if his imagination blanked on the specifics, seeing that Aimeric was an aristocrat.

  His experience with aristocrats was that they would say to him things like, Stand to attention, soldier, or, Put those saddlebags down there. He did not know why an aristocrat would turn an eye to a lowborn guard captain, even briefly. Aimeric was so highborn he would have his own paid pet in Fortaine, some kind of pampered youth to play at table with him during the day and warm his bed at night.